tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5823563450330519132.post3714907616851776387..comments2023-04-06T05:15:40.664-04:00Comments on MY BIG ITCH: In Memory Of Erik Rhodes (02/08/82 – 06/14/12) R.I.P.MY BIG ITCHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15373845194542633080noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5823563450330519132.post-55005308789622711022012-12-28T21:55:57.560-05:002012-12-28T21:55:57.560-05:00You were a hurt little boy who put on a tough act ...You were a hurt little boy who put on a tough act to protect himself from the pain of disappointment you experienced every day.<br /><br />You lost all trust in people and all hope in your life.<br /><br />You may have found peace but I can't.<br /><br />James, I know you said not to ask "If only I..." but I have to because I have to go on living, living without you.<br /><br />When I think of you, my heart breaks. I know I should let you go but I don't want to lose your memory even if it means I have to cry again and feel that empty hole in my heart. <br /><br />There were people who loved you but you gave up trying to figure out who was fake and who was real.<br /><br />You gave up but I can't give up on you.<br /><br />I miss you so very much and I will always love you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com