Hey Steve -
I can't ask you to hang on. But I want to. I can't ask you wait. But I want to do that, too. The desire you sense in me for other guys has nothing to do with an emotional interest. It is something else. And I don't think it is healthy. My need for money that you've talked about is related to the same fear of being trapped. I don't want to have millions. I want to be comfortable and not have to stress about finances - ever.