Friday, April 23, 2010
Apology Text Messages - It's Always The Same Thing!
Here are some of the texts that I got from Jess since his last outburst last night. You can see that he text me 4 times since 10:45 PM yesterday through 10:45 AM today. I did write one response and that was this morning at 11:00 AM. He has not responded to it. So do you think I did the right or wrong thing? I have no clue!
(April 22, 2010 10:45 PM) I know, I'm sorry. But I really am glad you know me well enough to know I grouch, but i love...!!!
(April 23, 2010 12:01 AM) Steve-eee -- I am going to bed but don't want to think that you are going to bed upset with me. Sending a huge apology and a kiss. Night! XO
(April 23, 2010 8:23 AM) Hey, love you. And sorry. Are you going to talk to me again?
(April 23, 2010 10:45 AM) Hey -- are you never going to forgive me? Do you need a little time way from me? A bouquet? Chocolates?
My text response to Jess (below)
(April 23, 2010 11:00 AM)
It's all fine. I know fundamentally that what causes this to occur so
often goes deeper then just me. The frequency of it however can be
frustrating. I try hard not to take it personally. This is all
somewhat new for me - as i have never experienced any situation quite
like it. Lastly, I think you are the one who needs time away from me
and what I possibly may represent to you. Perhaps it might help you if
I backed out for a while and let you breathe. I still think u are