Friday, April 23, 2010
The Friday Rantings Of A Lunatic!
On the Jess situation. He called and I felt it best not to take his call. His phone message started out with, "boy, I fucked things up".
Then he got jovial and goofy and started telling me that he has this dinner tonight that starts at 9:30pm and he should be done at about 12:30am (ish). And would I want to hang out in apartment and wait for him to get home. Maybe spend the night and do something fun tomorrow. That all sounds nice and trust me I am chomping the bit to call him back and say yes, yes YES! But this time around, I have to be cool. Am I trying to teach him a lesson? Yes! Am I trying to regain my self respect and self esteem? Yes! Anyway, what kind of dinner is he going to at 9:30pm and it lasts till 12:30am? Do I care? Not really! I'm sure he really is going to a "dinner" but maybe it would be best if he was hooking up and getting laid (something he wants but has never done yet). I'm so confused!