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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Sex Addiction And Cheating And Needing It Bad From Others! It Sucks!

What is going on that causes all these happy couples, straight or gay to split up over sex?  What's the fucking power that sex has that it can make people who love one another break apart?  Why do I feel that certain people (a lot of people) find that sex between them and their significant other, even if it is amazing, hot, exciting and you are initially crazy turned-on by this person you love, always ends up dull, routine, boring and leaving you wanting that excitement from someone else!  Am I crazy or is this true?  I hate that!  Why can't two people (and I know some do) just love each other and find new ways to make it all work.

This is scary shit.  I worry about this shit a lot.  I know, I know I shouldn't but I do.  Even with Jess, I know he finds sex with me exciting at times, but even he has said that its "comfortable" sex and not "exciting" sex.  At times it is but that's not always the case.  Remember, I told you that he says he has a sex addiction to porn?  He even cruises "daddy" web hookup sites and has email chats with some of these guys.  Does he meet up with any of them?  I have no idea.  What the fuck is going on. Sex is so fucking overrated.  If you get that itch to cheat and you know it could ruin the relationship and the love and and respect you have established with someone, then fucking just beat off and be done with it.

It's always better that way, and doesn't hurt you, your significant other or your relationship.  I think I'm the only one out there who feels this way.

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