The day-to-day trials and tribulations of a bi, but most likely gay man living in New York City, dealing with acceptance, relationships, coming-out and life in both the straight and gay worlds. It can be an exhausting existence with lots of challenges, frustration and even isolation. Some days I'm happy, some days I'm sad. Join me in my quest for happiness and the ultimate goal to scratch My Big Itch.
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Monday, May 17, 2010
What The Fuck! Jess Just Called Me! What Signals Is He Sending Me!!
It's 11:40am and I just got a telephone call. It was Jess. I would have let it go to voice mail, but maybe he wouldn't have left a message. Anyway, I wouldn't have done that. Like I have been saying all along, I'm not a game player. I answered his call. He was walking from his office to another building and wanted to thank me again for yesterday. He said he had a great time. What? We talked for about 7 minutes. Once I heard that he was walking inside of his office and I heard people, I told him that I'd better let him get going. He told me we will talk real soon. He told me, to please call him anytime I want. Our conversation was nice, not deep, not long, not emotional or personal. It was brief and very civil and very, well nice.
Can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on here? Please!!!! What is wrong with me? Why does this make me feel somewhat, albeit temporary, better?