The day-to-day trials and tribulations of a bi, but most likely gay man living in New York City, dealing with acceptance, relationships, coming-out and life in both the straight and gay worlds. It can be an exhausting existence with lots of challenges, frustration and even isolation. Some days I'm happy, some days I'm sad. Join me in my quest for happiness and the ultimate goal to scratch My Big Itch.
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Thursday, August 12, 2010
Never Heard From Jess - Probably Never Will Again!
Well, it has been 5 days since I have last written a blog entry. I have not spoken to Jess at all. He has not contacted me since that email he sent me to say goodbye. I have not contacted him in over a week. I gave up. Decided that he will never ever miss me (maybe he never will miss me) if I am there in his face with texts and emails and phone messages (which he never responded to). I miss him terribly. I won't go into how devastated I am right now. I cry a lot and think of him every minute of every day. I miss him so much. I love you Jess! Forever!!!