Anyway, enough of that. Pride is this weekend and the point of this post is to say that yes I am proud of myself and who I am. Although I am not the "gay party animal" that so many are, I hope to enjoy myself and celebrate in my own way. Marco #1 wants me to go to some huge party at a local club-I probably won't do that but instead I think I will go back to my sleaze bar which is right in the heart of Chelsea, the gay mecca. It should be fun tonight. I've already texted a few guys who I have met there and one at least will meet me there. Tomorrow is my night with Ekrem. I'll let you all know how this weekend goes. In the meantime, Happy Pride to everyone, whether you are in NYC, Chicago, Miami, Little Rock or Bumblefuck. Love yourself first and others will love you back. I am learning that and doing the best I can do feel that way 24/7.
Happy Pride Jess - I will always love you!