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Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I Am Firmly Convinced That There Is No One In This World Who Really Loves Me!

I feel as if I have been saying this a lot lately. Sorry I haven't written in a while. There have been so many times that I wanted to write because I had so much to say, but, the difficulty of writing down in words the details of my day... of my life... were too hard for me to do. So I didn't write and perhaps many of you may have thought, "Hmm, he must be doing great! He hasn't written in a long while." Truth be told... that for some reason, I am having a tremendously hard time connecting with anyone! Seriously! With anyone! I have a few ideas as to why I feel this way - but, I can't be sure. So for the most part, I feel like an oddball trying hard to fit it but not doing very well with it. More to come. No, really, more to come!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I have been folowing your blog since last month...i just wanna say this to you...i really understand what you feel(about not being loved)...i feel lonely too as im just 21(bisxual) and cant come out due to the conservative nature of my looking forward to date guys when i hopefully will go abroad to further my studies.....i do feel lonely too(at least you are able to make use of it and be happy) as a unknown wellwisher or just a random bi guy who understands your plight...i just wanna say i do love you..merry christmas