My mom then grabbed the phone. She's a good woman but sometimes her support comes off the wrong way. We discussed the sadness and shock about my cousin. Then she told me, "ya know, you really aren't looking good. You've lost too much weight, your too thin, your stomach is to flat and you have no ass. Even your face is way to thin and whats with your hair, its too darn short and makes your face look terrible".
How appropriate for her to tell me this. I thought I couldn't get any lower or deeper into my own self loathing and sadness and feelings of being inadequate. I guess I could because I did. Thanks mom, I love you.