Today Is My Birthday. Not A Good Day!

I haven't seen Jess since last Tuesday. He has kept his distance. I called him yesterday a few times. He didn't respond until 9:00pm last night with a text message saying that he had been out with friends all day and didn't remember to take his telephone with him, and he was now running out to dinner.  I miss Jess, but he has made it clear that he doesn't care much for me. Today is my birthday, I am very sad. I don't even feel much like going anywhere. Jess called me on the phone this morning, first time in days. I was too sad to answer the phone, especially since I knew he wasn't going to say much to me. I wondered if he was calling me to wish me a happy birthday?  But, all he said was that he was "checking in" and on his way to get a haircut. He told me how he left his phone at home all day yesterday as he walked all over the city with friends. He said he had a good but busy day. Jess forgot it was my birthday. He never wished me a happy birthday.

Jess forgot that it was my birthday. My heart is already broken, but this only adds to my hell.