Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Oh, Now I Have Physical Pain To Accompany My Mental Suffering!
By the way, I blew out my lower back yesterday morning. I wasn't lifting or doing anything other then sitting in a fucking chair when it went. My lower back felt like the air was coming out of a tire mixed with a small electrical current. Afterwards, I was paralyzed. Literally can't move. The pain is excruciating and the spasms are the most painful thing I've ever had to deal with. My back has gone out in the past but never for no reason like it did this time. I wonder if my rundown mental condition over Jess attributed to my body just giving out. Anyway, went to an Orthopedic doctor today and he told me that staying in bed and inactivity will prolong it and I must walk and get out so... I am! Also been taking Vicodin and for some reason, I feel no relief from it. I honestly think that he is right and that I need to walk and be active. Inactivity makes it much, much worse! I love you Jess!