Monday, May 23, 2011
Jess...Unbreak My Heart (Toni Braxton)
It's been raining and gray and dreary in NYC for days and days. It seems like God is crying with me. I am thinking about you Jess, as I do all the time. You would think that after all these months I would have gotten used to this pain by now. But...I haven't even come close to begin healing yet. All I keep thinking is how I will love you forever. My heart will always be broken, actually more then broken - torn to pieces, as it has been for the past ten months. But, I won't give up hope that you and I will speak again one day and that I will hold you again and look into your beautiful eyes again. But in the meantime, I am doing my best to move on and forget. But, as you must already know Jess, I am not able to forget and moving on is the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. I haven't seen you or heard your voice or touched you in ten months. I'm as confused today as I was ten months ago when you wrote and said "goodbye." I don't understand what happened. Please, Unbreak My Heart! If love matters, if love counts, if love is good and if love is strong... then I will see you again one day. I love you Jess!