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Is your silence and avoidance of me for 10 months because of this or deeper issues of you feeling you don't deserve happiness? You always said that all your other boyfriends in your life lasted only 2 months maximum and that with me it was different. You always said I was special and that you'd love me forever. Jess, I'm in pain - I don't know what happened. You told Mary in early February that had I not attempted to contact you with emails and texts and phone messages (I was heartbroken Jess, and I wanted to know what was going on. You did this to me 4 months after we met; ignored me for 6 weeks and my attempts to call you to speak to you finally got you to respond) and Christmas gifts (all gestures of love and friendship and concern and not understanding what was going on this time) that you would have called or emailed me by now (early February) and we would have been friends. Your final email to me Jess, in late July never said not to reach out to you. I was only doing what my heart told me to do. So since February, I haven't called or texted or emailed at all. Does that mean you will reach out to me soon? Will we ever be friends Jess? Will I ever know what happened?